Hey , I guess you might read this post of mine haha idk.
This question has been in my head for long. What are we now ? Friends ? Lovers ? Or more than friends lesser than lovers ? Or just .. Nothing ?
I know I shouldn't be pressurizing you:') I know. I know I should give you more time .. But baby, it had been more than a week at least .. Isn't it enough for you to think through?:')
Right now, if you were to ask me be back with you , you know how happy will I be ?:') you know right?:') you've been in and out relationship more than I do. You definitely would know the feeling don't you?:')
I've never put down my pride for any guys before, you're the first. Happy?:')
Please .. Don't let me raise my hopes if you are not interested in wanting me back.. It's so sucky do you know .. Everytime my hopes are raised , the next moment ? It just got diminished again.. I've been hurt more than enough alr .. If you seriously think this is the best for us , I'm sorry darling .. But it's not.. At least not to me.. We used to be the envy of all, what happened to us ?
Yes I ruined the whole thing. I've been trying to make it all up. Everybody know , everybody sees , everybody feels it. So do you?:')
Do you know that I'm still waiting for your reply ?
Do you know that I'm still crying every night ?
Do you know that I'm still loving you?
Do you know that I still want you back?
Do you know how much this is killing me ?
Do you know that I'm still holding on to you?
Do you know that everywhere I've been to is all about you , you, you?
Do you know that you're still the reason behind every tears ?
Do you know that you're still the first person and last person and the only person I think of everyday?
Do you know ..?
:') darling , I just want an answer from you soon.. What are we now. Tell me baby. Haha..
It's painful Everytime I laugh or Smile..
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