Treat me right ,

It's so obvious i do not have cheekbones that i longed for :(
Guess i have to live with my flat and chubby face for the rest of my life.
Luckily enough that my baby doesn't mind me :3
If he dare , i make sure he regret it.
I keep on side tracking , can't focus on my studies, it's really very hard to focus at home ..
Results in constantly camping in the library but like this me and my mom's r/s will strain cause the time i get to talk to her will be lessen when we already talk to each other so little ..
I have to admit it's really my fault for not trying to communicate with her despite all her efforts and i really feel very guilty to her. Mother's day is coming soon , have you thought of the present you're gonna give your mom ? For i have ZERO absolutely Z E R O idea of what to get for her.
Damn i guess i'm the worst daughter anyone could ever have.
Urg , forget it , i found this on the net , i really think that people shouldn't be so superficial and judge everything by appearance , it's the inner beauty that matters in the end of the road, the outer beauty one day also will gone de what, but inner will stay for life.
Here it goes :
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for
who they are:

I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date

I'm sorry

That I don't smother my face in make-up
To look a different way

I'm sorry

That my boobs aren't big enough
to "satisfy" your needs

I'm sorry

that I'm not anorexic
and skinny enough for you to see my ribs

I'm sorry

That I'm not pretty enough
to be "your girl"

I'm sorry

That I'm not a Playboy model
so I can't act like a porn star for you

I'm sorry

I don't have a dream body
that turns you on

But most of all I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am .
-
Freaking like this letter , heheheh3x.
and i miss bb alot, Two week ,  cannot take it also must learn to get use to it.
Because he will leave for thailand for some training in the end of june.. 3 weeks , no calls , no text , no him.
Fuck anot you all say. :(
Okie la guess that's all,. stay tune. xx