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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.

Yup, we've broke up , again.
I can't deny that i still love him as much as before ,and sad to say i still cry for him every single night.
Yup i know I'm foolish, he's leading his life like normal now, why should i even cry over someone who doesn't bother.
Nobody know how I'm feeling and normally i'd get people telling me, you'll get better ones, cheer up, blablabla all those cliche comforting words.
Actually , it did help a little, not say it didn't.. But right now the only thing that could really cheer me up, is still him returning.
Yeah i know i'm stupid, he doesn't love me as much as before(I suppose?) why would i want him back?
Just because .. i still love him.
This is the second time , that i ever loved someone so deeply.
And yet again, I'm the one getting hurt again.
It's kind of sucky because every time i gave my whole heart to some one they just break it like no one's business.
Every time I wanna let go, something just pull me back, telling me not to give up yet, you're still worthy the fight. 
Honestly speaking, there are still a lot of question running through my brain, 
Am i really no longer worthy your fight ?
Have you fallen for someone else?
Does seeing things that reminds me of you, reminds you of me?
When you see me, do you even feel sad to see what we've turned into ?
Well because if you were to ask me back all this question,
I would say, you're still worthy the fight, I've not fall for anyone else, Everything i do i see i hear reminds me of you , I do feel sad to see what we've turned into. 
I miss you