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Wednesday, January 12, 2011
When i say i love you sometimes those words don't explain
"I hate this feeling when I can feel myself and others slowly drifting apart and I’m trying to hold onto everybody but they aren’t holding on to me as tightly. At the same time, other people are reaching out to me and I’m pushing them away so I keep holding on to people who probably aren’t even worth it to begin with."
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It's second week of school , and i'm finally getting the urge to study hard.
I just need alot of motivation everytime.
But where am i gonna get them?
Perhaps i hope my friends would keep on motivate me though!!!!
Yeah friends ..
Recently my friendship problems are stacking up.
I guess only those involved and my boyf would know what happen.
But no worries i'm gonna make it thru , and make sure everything are like before.
Though i really like to feel inside the clique again..
And i also decided to learn and control my temper and also my diet.
LOL , recently gain weight T.T I feel so guilty for gaining weight seriously.
Fuck those late night supper.
Fuck them all. i'm gonna stop consuming anymore supper or what already!
Forcing myself to exercise daily now on!!!!!!!!!!!!
:@ I HATE FATS , BUT WHO LIKES IT BEFORE>:
Probably only boyf because he loves hugging me because he says i'm baba -_-
Pfft, oh yes definitely about my boyf , we just made it through our third month ,
and yes , we didn't celebrate it together again.
Just like second month .. :/
Abit disappointed , but i understand!
Heheh stupid army make my boy unable to celebrate with me!!
Oh yes and chinese new year is around the corners !!!
So happy man!!!!
Angpaos Angpaos.
Baby says he bringing me to his relative house i think!!
and mommy allowing him to come my house like finally. LOL!!!!
That time i told my boy about it he so happy lor !!
Hahahah , stupid , but i like ^^.
Wondering why i sound so emo in the past few days on twitter but out of sudden i became positive ?
Because i don't see the point in being upset when i know the problem won't solve by being upset.
Instead i should be brave enough to face it and also tackle it.
Life are like Math., they give you hell lots of problems , and making you solve them.
Either you tackle and solve them , or you hid or dig a hole in the earth and hid , just like ostrich.
Which i do not wish to do it, so i decided to be brave and face it.
And now i get my problem , i'm trying my best to unsolve it.
And hoping those involve will give me a chance to prove my capabilities , instead of ignoring me though.
Haha , so i don't see the need to be unhappy anymore and one great thing! I start to love school already.
My friends and everythings are wonderful :) Hmm though the best aren't there yet , but they are awesome as well!!! And also smiling is indeed contagious ! :3
and also i got my target already , i wanna get a 15 and below for my L1R4 & a 20&below for my L1B5.
Although seems impossible but i'm sure i can do it !!!!!!!
because ........
Yeah! And hope all the same goes for my readers only !
haha! No la hopes it goes for everyone.
And i guess it's time to start studying again!
Bye readers , stay tune :P